Bookselling - how it is for me
Here's a truism for you: attempting to browbeat your customers by making them feel guilty for shopping elsewhere is a surefire way to make sure they carry on shopping elsewhere. No one likes to shop somewhere you feel obligated: that's not the sort of relationship we have with shops. I like to shop in places which make me feel good, not one where I buy something; anything, out of duty and then scurry out, feeling the accusatory eye of the owner upon me.
But what do you, the shopkeeper, do when things are bad; so bad that you can see the writing on your bank manager's wall and none of it is positive? When you provide services by the plenty that people happily use and like, but which aren't paid for? When despite all those said services and added value, your core business is not actually making you any money? I commend the Wood Green Bookshop for coming out and saying OUCH - we are in danger. It's the great big elephant in the bookselling room at the moment I'm quite sure. It's hardwired into most retailers' brains not to say that things are bad, because the moment you do you suspect your already dicey situation will plummet into freefall.
But maybe if people just love what you do, maybe that might make the difference. The Wood Green Bookshop aren't beating people about the head, they're being honest.
So you might wonder from reading this, how are times for me? Am I skirting round the issue myself? Well yes I am. Times are hard. I channel Pollyanna, I am Miss Positive, but when my husband asked me yesterday about this month's figures, I told him they were terrible. 50% of the same time last year. Figures for the year to date are around 30% down. Did I see any light on the horizon, he asked? No, I said, absolutely none. Couldn't think of a single other thing to do. A single other thing to try.
I am still making a profit, but it's the most tremendous slog to do it, and I'm not sure how fair it is to my family to continue. Having said that, I have been self-employed for a long time now, and as I am rapidly approaching 50 I'm not sure getting a job is going to be particularly easy, so might well be carrying on bookselling for sheer lack of anything else, but that's another story.
There is actually a PS to this: when I opened up the PC yesterday morning after the rather negative conversation with OH, I had had more orders in overnight than in the entire previous month. I don't know why, but I am very grateful. Thank you, lovely customers, thank you.
And another PS - been sitting here for a while now wondering if it is the right thing to do to press the Publish Post button, but what the heck. Doing it now.